Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Who Told You?

I am so sick of girls complaining that guys are attracted to make-up and nice hair! OMGosh it's the only thing that is manly anymore. Women don't call men to be men so why should they act as our heros loving our personality first if we dont' encourage better men. Right now all women are encouraging is insulting men and what manhood they have left!! Why shouldn't they look at us only for our looks is that not the only thing that disingusihes us from guys now?? Women are so trying to be more like men and insult anything that separates us all they(guys) have left to not turn gay sometimes is our looks Seriously. Not to mention most women enjoy looking nice it's a feminine thing to do. I donno about other women as much but I enjoy men thinking i'm pretty and look nice every now and again. Well enough about that.

Chapel today was on homosexuality and the way Christians treat them and look at them. I've come to a conclusion that who told us we had a right to judge sins?? i don't believe there is a ranking system on sins and that homosexuality is worse than others, but even if there was a ranking system who are we to say what is a higher sin?? When did we get that authority?? We don't have any right to look at anyones sins but our own. We can help those around us who want help but we are called to LOVE not condem or judge or in any form or fashion to see people as anything but the children of God. There are several passages to love one another not only that there are passages against judgeing. (he who is without sin cast the first stone! Not only that but the one who could DIDN'T!!!) When someone asks us for help we are to keep them accountable but not in a form of judgement like hey you are doing this wrong. ONLY God has that right. We can ask questions like how is your spiritual walk? or How is your genuinity of your faith walk? how are you doing with this and that, but still that does not give us the right to judge anything about that nor to say how it should be done just that we are there to help and maybe share personal experience and pray with and for the person. God is the one who changes lives we only plant seeds and love on people God is the ONE true evangelist who can bring revelation of Salvation. We are only tools at His disposal. We are simply called to love why do we bring so much complication into that calling? Who told us we had those rights? Who told us that we could discern those things? And how did we let him get such traction in our lives, in our churches, in the body of Christ?HOW?

Thursday, February 07, 2008

ouch...

I know it's better but ouch. I wish it wasn't the way it is. I want to love, I want to talk, I want to be there. I really do pray this doesn't go anywhere but better than before I have this inner fear that it's going somewhere else. What would I do if that happend? My life would be totally turned upside down. I donno if I could go back to Joplin if that was the case. I guess if nothing else this is a glimps of what it might be like on a very small scale. I think I would be forced to journal alot. I have tonight already this being like the third time. I think I talk too much. But friends are wonderful especially those who offer to pray with you... Man I haven't had that in forever Definitely my God moment for the day.

So I have a pidgon who sits on my window ledge. He/She makes a mess there but it's kinda like my own personal pet. That I don't really get any of the cuddleing or cleaning but just something that's there. Not always so not annoying but Just there. Granted sometimes scares the poop out of me but that comes with hitting my window lol.

I like apples. They are yummy but sometimes they just hurt my tummy. I haven't figured out why that is but sometimes they just make it all upset... Sadness it was so yummy.

I think i should go out to grents, but room mate is not feeling well so I don't really wanna leave her alone but don't wanna disturb her either. .. And I would much rather just be with people tonight. maybe I'll go for a walk I have 3000ish steps to reach my 10,000 a day. Just fyi 2000ish were in aerobics lol. 500ish is just walking to class....

Well off to prayer shall ministry.. It was interesting to write again Ttfn