Missed Chance

Well I know I missed my chance and I know I'm kinda stupid for it but at the same time I know he'll be happy and I will too getting away will help. However I hurt right now cuz I'm leaving and it's finally hit how much I did adore him. The things we've been through, the joy we've shared, the numerous firsts for me, the way I always knew whatever I did with him I was going to be ok, the laughs, the way he seemed to know how to fix everything, the surprises, the disappointments, so much now all gone. Life is hard. God will make new. But for how it hurts. Mainly because our friendship is no longer the same and won't be ever again....

Humm

I haven't touched this in a while I guess it's because I know some people know about it. Yeah that makes sense. I'm really rather worried about these next few weeks. I don't have Grad invitations out yet might have to send them speed mail or something like that. YLT is going to have a meeting about getting rid of the YLT which I know most people aren't happy about but they are also being kinda closed minded to change. If it doesn't go well then they can always bring back the YLT I don't think they understand this and that it's a learning process not just something that easily fixes itself. Also the talk I'm giving wed. Isn't going so well I need college people to help and I have Paige and I need like 4 or 5 at least. Humm might be one of those call on my bro and David B in an HELP ME PLEASE thing. No work for two weeks YAY. Only 3 finals YAY. Ok I'm done here this post was more of the other type of post but yeah.